Borderline Personality Disorder: Living Hell Daily

I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. However, since then I actually feel better about myself.

Why?

I always had this idea deep inside of me that I wasn't a  good person. I have hurt the ones I love too many times to have  a good opinion of myself. I knew something was terribly wrong when I couldn't control my emotions or behavior in certain situations. What I missed that all those situations were actually very similar and they were triggers.

It was a lot easier to define the state I was in once i realized many more people suffer from same condition. I wasn't a bad person,  I wasn't just someone who is over-sensitive and who can't control emotions and behavior. Now, I was defined, and more important - no, I am not a bad person I thought I am.